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[29 Jul 2005|12:56am]
I am getting into a really weird mood since school is starting soon. I should be used to it by now because it happens every year. Senior year will be awesome but i still expect the world to end right before college...missing parties might suck but i just don't want to have to make any decisions about my life.
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[13 Jul 2005|12:30pm]
[ mood | weird ]

My mom left me home alone last week and I didn't do anything wrong...

Who am I?!?

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[08 Jul 2005|06:15pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

I can't stop watching food network.
I love rachael ray.
how can she make an entire meal in 30 minutes?
it never fails to amaze me.

Its quite ironic how much food network i watch and how i eat. I have grown to appreciate the art of barbeque, the fine difference between curly and flat leaf parsly, the importance of oil temperature when frying, everything about the italian cuisine, capers, bok choi, and how to properly cook couscous...yet my diet this summer has been hot dogs, ramen noodles and cheetos.

I guess I always need useless information in my head.

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[12 Jun 2005|10:30pm]
Modest mouse tomorrow!!

shit yeah
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[05 Jun 2005|03:09pm]
I bought the first season of the OC. woo! god i am falling in love with this show all over again. Instead of spending time outside in the rare chance of sunshine, I am inside and have been inside since forever. I must waaaatch...

god there are so many bitches in the oc....damn.

and I think the new harry potter countdown is at 41 days. I can't stand all the anticipation.

I had a dream the other night that my dog got pregnant again and she couldn't carry the puppy, so my mom did. When it was born, my mom named the puppy chelsea. I think I am starting to feel a little neglected by my mother...for dogs.
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[01 Jun 2005|11:24am]

This might be surprising to some. but don't mistake it as a comeback. just think of it as chelsea had nothing at all to say for seven months and now she is feeling guilt and pressure from rachael and erin to think of something important to say.

damn it. I still can't think of anything.

Oh erin, i've realized i am starting to mix up your life with mine...cause i woke up so pumped about leaving for the summer....then realized, "wait, wait...thats erin's life." but i'll miss you while you are in new york. have fun. I know i'll talk to you.

jonathan ames is such a badass. I have the biggest crush on him. read one of his books.
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ahhh.. [23 Sep 2004|06:14pm]
I have no school spirit.
Homecoming week teaches me so many new things.

I need to stop spending money because for the first time in my life, I am feeling guilty about buying so much. My mom won't let me get a job because she thinks it will interfere with my grades. So, I guess I could keep spending money until my mom makes me get a job....but my god damn conscience. I had a dream I worked at dixieland and the whole thing was just mass confusion so I screamed "I'm done with this" like a five-year-old having a tantrum. Apparently, either deep down I really want to work at dixieland...or just really want to quit my nonexisitent job at dixieland

I'm tired of not having a life. I do nothing but homework and stay online. hopefully this weekend will be fun.
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[28 Aug 2004|09:09pm]
This weekend has been so surreal. I am down visiting my grandparents and this whole weekend we have been talking about death. Not so we can fall into a deep depression, but considering how extremely old and rich everyone is here, I guess it happens often. At one point tonight, I was driving and we were talking about dying and looked in my rearview mirror so I could see my mom and I asked "Hey, when you die you want to be cremated right? And you want to be poured into the ocean, right? I hope so because there is no way your ashes are going to linger in my house" She just looked at me for a long time. My grandmother laughed.
I also found out that my 7 year old cousin who is in second grade was caught at his friends house watching porn. And my family is trying to keep at a huge secret. I say get it out in the open and let everyone know the kids a perv.
God I love hearing all the gossip while I am here. Thats all we talk about, that and the next meal we are going to eat. God it rocks.

I come home tomorrow. I didn't get to sleep in at all this weekend. damn it.


*oh I am coming home with a new portable cd player. My mom found two here that my cousin bought for her daughters. My mom feels they are two wealthy so out of her anger she rebelled and stole them. I have no moral disagreement with this. I am just pumped i get a new cd player. I love my mom.
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[14 Aug 2004|04:17pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

I am at my sister's house waiting patiently for 6 o'clock. That is when I will attend a reception for John Howell, a family friend. We were supposed to go to the wedding but we decided to skip that and go straight to the reception. We are bad people with a love of free food.

I got my license and am now waiting for the bad driver jokes to end. "well, I won't be getting on the road anytime soon." hahahahahaha. hahahahaha. oh man that is hilarious. keep them coming. I think I need my mom to take my car to get it checked. Every time I drive, I feel like it will cease to run and I will be stranded in a bad area where my phone gets no service. Men will appear from the woods wearing overalls and flannel shirts tapping on my window, giving a huge grin which would show an dirty mouth with sparse teeth. My life, I think we all know, would be in danger. I don't know if this place exists. Maybe its just my paranoia setting in for the first time in my life.

School is long. I think that about wraps up my first week.

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I can't think in logical patterns today [03 Aug 2004|01:49pm]
[ mood | okay ]

I have to do my summer work for english but right now I am waiting for the hidden song on placebo cd and that seems far more important.

I think my dog is pregnant.

I got my hair colored different. I like it. My mom hates that its not super blonde so she is trying to get me to dye it back by saying stuff like "it looks grey, don't you think? I think it looks grey" Mommy, its not.

Erin, apparently you are never coming home. When you do we need to have like a tea/dance party where we play the trump game all day long. I'll bring snacks.

I used to write more of my stories all the time, but lately I can't. Not that I'm stuck...I just write in such a way that my knowledge of the story is minimal until I get there. Right now I don't know where I am going. Maybe the next time I sit down to write, I won't feel the urge to vomit. Yeah, the stories are that bad.

Alright, the waiting is done for the hidden song. I can now continue on with my life

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pictures finally... [28 Jul 2004|09:10am]
Alright so here are my pictures. Most are in Spain. Their family posed in every picture as you will soon notice. The pictures of silver people are real men who made euros doing nothing in Barcelona. It was quite entertaining. Oh yeah, and the second picture is of upside down trees thats in the middle of Lille. I never quite understood why. I believe those are the only pictures that need an explanation. All others, feel free to interpret for yourself, if it is at all necessary.

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[25 Jul 2004|02:03am]
[ mood | amused ]

One of the first things my mom told me when i got home was how she put Buddy to sleep. it makes me real sad cause buddy rocked so hard, but he was really old and couldn't see. he just slept all the time. i'll miss him

she got a new dog...another yorkie whose name is lou. I like him which makes me feel bad, but this dog is so funny and he only has one ball, which of course adds humor all to itself. I think it was funniest when my mom told my grandmother that. Just extremely awkward. he makes up for it by humping the crap out of lexi though. usually her face. and he isn't ashamed at all. many have actually witnessed.

I would post a picture of bud if i had one. and one of lou if he wasn't a cheap whore.

and europe pictures tomorrow. I promise. extremely exciting ones of the view i had and of the family i stayed with, who i swear to god, posed in every picture. god they were so french.

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[23 Jul 2004|08:39am]
IM HOME!!! finally!

I had a great time but good god i missed....fayetteville. wow that really doesn't sound right but screw it. I was so insane last night from sleep deprivation and pure giddiness so I didn't shut up for like 4 hours straight. I felt as though I had to make up for all the english I couldn't speak before all in that time frame. I think I succeeded. It was so awkward though because I forgot the correct way to use words. I'm sure it will pass soon.

i'll post pictures later but i'm too lazy as of now. I need more sleep. I got eight hours last night but it doesn't seem to make up for the amount of time I was wake.

and I have about eight million stories to tell. So I am sorry if I trail behind you for 2 miles going
"yeah, so, and then...hold on your walking too fast.."
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[08 Jul 2004|04:54pm]
I miss everything american.

I can´t wait to come home, even though i still have two weeks left. I need to enjoy it while i am here.

In Spain, Spanish. It makes it even more difficult for me to hear yet another language i don´t understand. I really should have remembered some of the spanish i learned in elementary school. i guess that would be too much to ask.

Hopefully i will be able to go swimming before i go to sleep tonight...the beach is like a million times more beautiful, but it really throws me off since there is quite a lot of topless tanning. I feel like a pervert, but they are choosing to expose themselves, right? i will go with that...

i love you all...and will most likely have presents for EVERYONE when i return. As long as my euros last i am good...

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[03 Jul 2004|08:39pm]
[ mood | happy ]

yay!! i'm here...i made it alive. Everything here is so different, but so beautiful. Olivia probably thinks i am crazy because i am taking pictures of everything...she like "you really need a picture of the trash can?" yes...yes i do. Tomorrow i have to wake up early because we will drive to the south of france and stay for four days...after that, spain. god, i can't wait.

ahh...I have to eat. the food here is so good. i am so used to Mcdonalds but her mom cooks like gourmet meals everytime. I can't complain.

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[29 Jun 2004|04:25am]
[ mood | anxious ]

I leave for France in what? three days?? I have so much shit to do its unreal. I have realized that I don't only procrastinate in situations dealing with school...but also with...everything. Meaning, I still haven't packed. I guess packing would mean I am actually leaving, and I don't want to come to that realization yet.

I'm getting really scared.

God I suck.

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thank you brad [22 Jun 2004|12:34am]
[ mood | good ]

JewishCatscan202 [12:25 AM]: i would have sex with donald trump if i was given the chance
Buddy8822 [12:25 AM]: as would i
JewishCatscan202 [12:26 AM]: 3-some!!!
Buddy8822 [12:26 AM]: alright...perfect
JewishCatscan202 [12:29 AM]: you wouldnt be offended if i kinda pushed you aside and took donald for myself would you?
Buddy8822 [12:31 AM]: maybe for a couple minutes....but i would understand the overwhelming sexiness of donald trump drives people to do things that they might not normally do
JewishCatscan202 [12:32 AM]: thanks for your understanding

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beach [21 Jun 2004|02:04am]
alright...so theres was a little bit of beach, but mostly car ride, home depot and dancing.

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sorry if they are huge...I am computer retarded
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i'm a creep [11 Jun 2004|10:21pm]
Alright....so I was being a creep and reading journals like I always do when i stumbled upon....

"I have my journals. I have my music. I have my books. I have my sayings. I'm tired of being invaded on. People need to develope their own tastes in books.. in music... find their own way of expressing themselves. Leave mine alone."

What the fuck? If you didn't write those books....if you didn't make that music...How in the hell does it make it yours? Oh right...the artists made their craft just for you....bitch

haha...I don't know why that bothered me so much...oh well...I won't question it. I leave for florida tomorrow. I'll come back with lots of pictures
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[11 Jun 2004|12:09am]
[ mood | weird ]

I am sitting here with a mask on my face...trying to reverse some of the damage my lazy habits have caused me. hopefully it all goes well.

2 minutes before the mask rots my face off.

Saturday I leave for Florida. This would be the time when I am freaking out because I need to get so much done before I go, but considering I packed monday, I am pretty much stress free. You can tell by my overeagerness that I am pretty pumped. Supposedly its going to rain the entire time so no tan for chelsea. Our time will instead be spent playing cards, eating, and watching the simpsons dvd that comes out june 15...god i have been waiting for this for so long. so so long.

Im so pissed...We went bowling today and Michael made a profit for playing. We finished two games and Erin, Katie and I had awesome "stay in school" bowling passes to use while Lauren and Michael had to pay. Michael hands the douche at the counter a hundred dollar bill and the guy gives him his change...111 dollars. Thank God the youth of America got a good enough education. Thank God they are adequate enough to run the front desk in a bowling alley. Michael's not complaining though. I wouldn't be either.

I went over my time limit for this mask...damn it. My face is rotting off now.

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